So...today is Friday and about the 5th or 6th day here, depending on when the count started. The program is going well. The meals are not that bad, actually... I know I said that before...but I still believe it. There was only one day where the food was gross....no cheese blintz or bok choy for me....NO THANK YOU!!! I've started working out and think its definitely necessary but I dont love it yet...maybe in the next 3 weeks...who knows!!
Anyways..right now I am kinda feeling sad...I left the gym teary eyed and I dont even know why. As I sit here right now, I am teary eyed. I just miss my life....I miss my babe...I miss my sister...I miss my friends...I am just missing everyone and everything..I remember coming thinking how hard it was to leave and come here but I have it easy compared to some people. Some people have actually left there young children and husbands to come here. However, that doesn't change the fact that I am sad...I know that this is important and I am here for a reason but right now a little blue...
Tonight I am going to the movies to see My Bloody Valentine with another girl here...should be fun! Anyways..thanks for reading...
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We miss and love you too. While we speak to you via phone, the phone could never replace physical contact, but it's better than nothing. Sheez, imagine, if they took everything away and had to win a pound or two for a phone call. (think Biggest Loser). At least you have your pics to remember your friends by and of course us. You are doing great. Congrats on the weight loss so far.
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ReplyDeleteHang in there!! I have faith in you ... You can do this!! I will be checking on you thru your blog ... =)
Jen ~~ from back in the Fantasia days ....=)
BTW, the anonymous note at 1/16/09 4:41pm, is me :). Decided it was ok to reveal my identity.
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